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I just did the big stupid computer user thing and didn't save the file I'd been working on all day. Why should I? My computer never crashes. This time it decided to go to sleep without warning when my power was low, and not wake back up again. Bah. Oh well, recreating shouldn't take nearly as much time as figuring out what I wanted to say originally.

I still feel like crying.
( Weight discussion. Cut for those who are bothered by such things. )

Midnight. I should go to bed instead of trying to recreate all my lost work. I'm already up way past my bedtime.

It occasionally bugs me that I have to be more careful about sleep now than I did when I was working. Last year I just would have hyperfocused for a few hours, gotten it all done, and sleepwalked through the next day or called in sick.

Now I can't do either, but I'll probably lie awake for too long with the words I would like to be writing running through my head. Bah.

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Today I was waiting at the bus stop with Leif, and a lady asked, "Isn't he cold?"

He's wearing long pants, a long sleeved shirt, and socks. He's inside a canvas carrier that covers his whole torso and holds him up against my body. It's 60 degrees out.

Am I wearing a sign around my neck saying I'm utterly incompetent of caring for my child or something? Silly people.