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Sep. 7th, 2001 09:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ocelotThis evening after work, I was dozing. In that strange semiconscious state about 3/4 of the way to sleep, my brain decided that the fact that he was not here yet meant that he would not be showing up at all.
After all, why not? It's happened too often before.
Coming back to consciousness, I realized that this was stupid. I don't think he's that type, and he knows it's something I'm sensitive about.
But apparently my subconscious remained unconvinced of that.
He did show up, of course. It was just bad traffic, and he didn't have my home phone number to call.
The smoke has largely cleared up, so I can breathe and see again. And smell yummy food being cooked.
Relaxing feels so good.
After all, why not? It's happened too often before.
Coming back to consciousness, I realized that this was stupid. I don't think he's that type, and he knows it's something I'm sensitive about.
But apparently my subconscious remained unconvinced of that.
He did show up, of course. It was just bad traffic, and he didn't have my home phone number to call.
The smoke has largely cleared up, so I can breathe and see again. And smell yummy food being cooked.
Relaxing feels so good.
